Today I wanted to scream. Loud. But… silence.
Lucky you. Lucky me.
[The Home of Heartbreak is quiet… I miss Jordan… ]
And I watch this video advertising Fiji and it FUCKS ME OFF…
I don’t like it. I don’t like the idea that you can be Fiji’d… eww.
And I’m ashamed to say that I like this song… even though its sickly optimism makes my skin crawl.
I prefer the Fiji Meat Man song.
Trying to think about wanting to write about heart break. And I miss Janet. And I have to stop listening to Sad Songs by Melanie Fiona. Even though sad songs are the best songs because you know how they end.